feeling as good as i have, it seems weird that i want to find a therapist again. after so many years of keeping track of my emotions here, i know that the self-sabotage always follows the positive build-up. i so want to avoid it this time. and i can feel it, breathing down my neck. i can feel the pull of my old habits - the isolation, the weekends of doing nothing.
i miss my support group. as far as i can tell, there isn't one here. in a way, they were my therapists. i miss the conversation.
Hi :) I've just found your blog and I feel so identified with everything you post it's quite scary. You're not alone!
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