with spring comes the sun.

slowly but surely, i am pulling myself out of this. i still hate my boss. i still hate my job, as it exists now. but i am making some small changes -

i'm taking a photography class.

i'm trying (again) to lose some weight. just a little.

i'm seeing friends on weekends.

i'm having them over for dinner in two weeks.

i'm taking a vacation.

not sure how long the optimism will last, but i'll take it.

she sent me an email last week asking where i was... and that she feels like we haven't spoken in two years. i didn't write back.