"Honey, such a serious photo! I hope we can remain friends as we were until around 2006. Won't you please add me to your list of friends?"
i want to punch her in the head. she also sent me another damn email from her new email address which i had not blocked yet, and addressed it to "nancy." my name is not nancy. so i wrote her back, cursing quite a bit, and calling her a fucking psychotic bitch. made me feel better.
then i blocked her new email address.
Just wanted to let you know that I'm reading. Saw the link to this blog on the schizophrenia forum. I've disowned my mother many, many years ago for doing really mentally and emotionally abusive shit like this, and have learned that only just recently she's been diagnosed with schizophrenia. Thank god she doesn't know how to use e-mail. Anyway, you're not alone and I just wanted to let you know. Maybe that helps a tiny bit.
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ReplyDeleteI have been reading your blog, i found you on the schz website, your baby pic is sweet but overall i am deeply saddened. I have a mother with this disease also, and my mom def. did her fair share of shit to me as well, some of it makes that email look normal... I live with my mom right now. tonight she just didnt even come home, or bother to tell me. she called my brother, and told him she is sleeping in another city, where we own a house also. but she couldnt even call me to tell me she has this stupid relationship with me and always adored my brother. so annoying, i was sittinghere worring all fucking night.
ReplyDeletesometimes my dad doesnt help either, he can be a real piece of shit somedays. today he told me I cant go through life being so "uptight and angry" all the time, "so easily bothered by things".... b/c i got uptight over a plane ticket that I tried booking the entire day just to hear a busy phone signal and then they sold out of tickets. I wanted to tell him to go fuck himself. I noticed from that website a lot of kids who suffer from this shit (sick parents) have serious ANGER ISSUES. HELO!!!! Its like the thought never ocurred to him, the first thing he thought of was gee, how can i pick my child apart and blame it on their inherent personality? it obviously isnt the fact that the woman I married turned out to be a complete crazy bitch and I left my children to their own devices with her for twenty years. OBVIOUSLY NOT THAT. my daughter is just suffering from anger issues. gimme a fucking break man.
ReplyDeleteI cut off the relationship with my mom twice. The first time lasted 4 years. I then thought maybe I was over-reacting and reconciled. 18 months later, I had to do it again. It's been a couple of years. The main reason I HAD to do it, is I have two daughters. It's one thing for me to deal with the constant abuse (now more verbal than physical) and emotional blackmail. My kids shouldn't be forced to do so.
ReplyDeleteGreendaisy27 - our dads could be brothers, lol.
Do you ever feel guilty for cursing towards your mother....last time I saw my mom before the cops made her leave I lost it and yelled, called her a bitch ...what not...
ReplyDeleteIt's so hard to remain patient, but then I feel rotten cuz is it her fault she's sick...? I go back and forth, I don't know.